The Dark Side Of Integration

I just got back this week after another formative, beautiful month in Costa Rica. It hasn’t been easy. Leaving one jungle for another, one green and peaceful the other concrete and loud. It’s odd, feeling foreign in the country I’ve called home all my life. Something deep has shifted this year. My orientation to what home is, where I feel most natural. Like a lost puzzle piece that was jammed somewhere wrong, and now found its fit.

You can’t go back, you know now. My guide said to me. A true statement that I hear and feel so often on this journey. This path of deep inner work…